The speaker reflects on their past actions and regrets, acknowledging that they have grown older and no longer agree with their previous words and actions. They call upon the Lord to awaken them with love and to not ignore their pleas. They acknowledge that their age has affected their ability to do meaningful work, comparing themselves to a broken vessel. They ask to be transformed into a readable message once again, believing that even a small amount of divine intervention can have a significant impact. They recognize that their heart has become hardened, but believe that the words of the Lord can soften it. Overall, the speaker is seeking a renewal of their faith and a restoration of their purpose.